Thursday, April 21, 2011

To test or not to test

Tomorrow is day 7 and I've been considering doing a home test. But I think im too scared! I might just wait until Monday ... I really want to know and  I think I will be less anxious Monday but for the first time in 4 1/2 years, I am scared!! Sometimes I think I am, I've noticed a thing or two that happened when I was pregnant with the boys. I also sometimes wonder if some of the nauseousness isn't all from the injections. If that's the case this pregnancy is going to be completely opposite.
I have slept more this week then ever! Yesterday I slept until 8 and ended up taking a nap in the afternoon. I went to sleep before ten last night and slept until 8 again ! I never do that and I feel so tired again!  Maybe I've had too much now?? I just blame everything on the injections!!
Its funny but i havent blown my nose since Friday i only wipe it, if i feel a sneeze i rub it away and i do everything in my power to not cough even a little!
I am still so suprised at how not anxious I've been! I prayed for months that gd would take away my anxiety. Im so thankful!  
Im glad to not be working today, I do something and then sit for a while. But im worried about Saturday it will be the longest day yet, hopefully tylenol will help make it through and I wont come home sick like yesterday. I have to work, something has to give!!
Looks like time for a nap :) and then perhaps I should do some laundry I've been pretty worthless. Im a HUGE baby when I don't feel good. Poor Jason!

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