Monday, April 18, 2011

Painful

Last night I felt so sick to my stomach from the pain I couldn't eat dinner. I was uncomfortable and miserable in every position I just sat and cried, I was uncomfortable in my own skin. Finally at 8 I just had to go to bed.  I pretty much fell right to sleep, When I heard jas and the dogs come up I got out of bed to say good night and use the rest room I was sure the night had to be halfway over, it was only 930. Ugh.
After every miserable move and turn last night morning is finally here. I emailed the dr last night I really hope there is an other option.  I keep telling myself there is no physical pain that will ever be as bad as the emotional pain I've already been through.  I will do what it takes. I just wish this could be a little easier and a lot less painful! !
I just hope and pray with everything I am, that I am pregnant. 

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