Here we go

Were finally in the final process now. Today is day two, tomorrow I add in estrogen patches and baby asprin. The injections are going great its a super small amount and just and insulin needle, I've done all of them on my own :)
A week ago I had a bad dream about the boys and I've spent the last week working through that and getting back to a positive place. The other day my grandma reminded me that granpa is up there helping me, and I found  comfort in that as sad as it is. I do miss him!
Shad is flying me out to see my girls on the first, so that's been a great distraction!  Im so looking forward to it! Its great timing too! Once I get back its less then two weeks away.
Im going to do my best to keep my mind busy and control the anxiety as best as I can. Im going to plan vacations. I read its more relaxing for your body then the actual  trip. And listen to an audio book or two... on my way to SC im going to read a book (recommended by Cari) on meditation!  We will see how that goes!  My next doctor appointment is the 30th just to monitor progress before we increase meds.